moving on

so i'm sitting waiting for the time to move in to my new place.. listening to music i dont know and feeling excited yet depressed at the same time. something about moving on to a new place, new situation.. its stressful, and somewhat overwhelming. i remember my first move.. i sat surrounded by all my stuff and i couldnt move. it was too weird. i didnt want to leave but i really really wanted to leave. a new chapter is beginning in my life and i'm scared. my best friend is going to romania for two weeks and she's so scared and i am super excited for her but its all so scary moving on, into different comfort zones. growing up.. haha i hate it! and yet i'm so exited. why does everything inside me go against eachother?

well i have to eat and get ready to move.. wish me luck!