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Monday, February 16, 2009

really?? like really?

so im jobless. money is pretty much non existent. and im going on a missions trip. i want to go. i thought i had made the first step.. turns out my first step got lost somewhere.. now im not really.. really even commited. no commitment to this mission. i really want to go.. is it reasonable? no. Does it have to be? maybe.. is going on the missions trip really what i am supposed to be doing? with everything going on.. with different influential voices saying different things.. i dont know where to go.. what to do.. should i move back home and save money? i might kill myself doing it. should i move to waterloo and just work? should i stay in toronto? live with my best friend? should i just leave everything and everyone and find myself somewhere out there? ah.. like that works.. toronto didnt seem too. i dont know wat to do. no idea.

1 comments:

prairie spirit said...

I think you should do what you need to do for you. Don't do anything because someone else tells you to do it. Figure out what your gut is telling you and go with it.