the now part

life is complicated.. and it gets more complicated the older you become. great incentive to grow up eh? i had an interesting talk with my brother the other day. i realized that eveytime i think i have a solid plan... haha the lord changes my direction completely. and all of a sudden im forced back into the world of the unknown. i get depressed in the unknown. its exciting once i realize that the unknown is leading me to where ever.. but the now part.. the i have no freakin idea what im going to do with my life part.. it sucks.

be present. aparentely the two most profound words. live in the now. as discussed in last weeks bs group christians it seems have one major fault among younger generation christians.. they dont live in the now.. they live for the future.. always concentrating on the end. our generation wants to live in the present, in the day.. in the hour, in the seconds. concentrate on the seconds in a day and dont let life pass by you as you look towards the light.. the light will always be shinning on you.. no sense staring at it and going blind to everything around you.