to where.

i've been trying to find my way back home.

alone. in a field. surrounded by colours.

a breeze. warm and strong. blowing me over.

i want to scream. louder than ever.
"what now? where do i go? i don't know what to do!"

i scream until i cry. fall on my knees. feel the grass between my fingers.

i cry until it hurts my throat. i don't know where to go.



lying on my back. wind sweeping the tears across my face.
i cough choking on my own tears. deep breaths.

deep breaths. close my eyes.

alone. a blanket of wind. a bed of grass. a home of hills.

i stand. crying. fearful. weak. open my arms.