ya Jazz!

i love jazz.. alot of people just cant follow it so they dont enjoy it, but really, it has a beat underlying all the crazy solo's. i'm listening to Oscar Peterson + sonny stitt, its so cheery.
i wanted something up beat but not in my face to listen too and i found this. its perfect. it gave me energy to get up, i waltzed around my room with my coffee, put away my laundry, organized and cleaned my room. i have aspirations to clean the rest of the apartment tonight, so that if my mom does come tomorrow she won't be disgusted. today has started out wonderful! i called my mom last night to tell her my agenda for montreal. she's been really amazing lately. with all my finance problems, and everything that i'm learning in school, she's been excited with me. its been alot of fun hanging out with her lately. playing games, laughing. i mean we always have a talk that leaves one of us crying, but i think thats just the way it works. this week has been awesome! and its bound to get better, I'M LEAVING SUNDAY FOR MONTREAL! i'll be there a week and i'm so pumped! i'm staying in a 4star hotel for a week! and i'm learning at an amazing french culinary school, and going to so many amazing places!
sometimes life is exactly like jazz...
you feel lost, with no beat to follow. but underlying all the crazy off-beat solo's, your beat is strong and keeping you align.

haha well that was poetic note of the day.