22 hour work weekend

well! the real world is fun. after an 11 hour shift my first night... getting home at 2 in the morning, and then starting work again at 9, and just getting home now, (midnight), and even though i would love to chop off my feet and wash the espresso out of my system, i had an awesome day. i love my job! its hard work, but the people are awesome and makes the day go by much faster. for some reason today was much better than yesterday. i could not wait to get home yesterday! but today was a good day from the first espresso ;)

i realize i must have led on when i said in my last blog that i didnt kno the truth.. well the truth is i still dont, but at least i'm beginning to have the courage to ask my family about my family! and as much as i would love to just sit down my mom and dad and straight out ask them TOGETHER how they split and why so no lies would be told and the truth i would hope! would come out. but i kno that wont happen so the only person i have never asked for their version of wat happened is my dad. and i think for me to be able to get completely healed of my past, i need some straight answers from him.

anyways, my first weekend at work was awesome!!!