im tired of going back to square one. im tired of these walls that i have. im tired of having to build them back up. im tired of lying to keep the peace and im tired of the picture perfect appearance.
im tired of pretending its ok. im exhausted.
im tired of going from one parent to the other for different reasons but none telling the truth too.
im tired of getting hurt, im tired of seeing my loves getting hurt.

im tired of trying to heal a sore that just wont heal. time and time and more time. im just tired.
im tired of finding my true self. then having to push it back to build the walls to protect my tired and weak heart.
im tired of being strong. and most of all im tired of feeling so tired.. again.