so today started out terribly. i got home last night around 3am. slept until the phone startled me awake at 11. i got up and showered last nights grossness off and went to check my bank statment.. seems like my old landlords are cashing checks left right and center. money i dont have. they are not listening to me and i cant do anything about. im more broke than ever and i didnt know what to do. i emailed my landlords. called the bank to make sure there was nothing i could do. it was pretty much useless. my mom drove me crazy with her laughing at me look.

so after calming down a little i decided to read my bible.. im getting better at that.. anyways i turned to two random pages. and both were stories or examples of what i needed to hear. ask for guidance from the lord, and look at these men with great faith. they trusted in the lord to guide them to what they could not see, and they died with faith even though the promise to them they were not alive to see.

faith in the lord emily. i cant see the future but he has it all planned out. faith. and ask for guidance in the lord when i just dont know what to do.